I receive a msg from this boy saying,

Liana,
From the first time i've known you till now,
you've always make me smile without fail.
you've been there whenever i'm down.
You've been the torns of roses to make me safe.
you've been an umbrella to me,
to shelter me.
your shoulders re always there for me to cry on.
You've always standby my side in whatever my condition is.
I'm seeing you soaring high in the sky.
I always knew that you want to take one step further.
Rather thank making one crucial step forward, i see that we save our close friendship best rather making the one crucial step forward.
Remember that where ever you go ,
i'll always be there in you, to be by your side.
And i know that i can't repay back your kindness.
But if you wan to blame me,
i take the blame.
Cos i'm an inperfect useless person.
I don't want to lose you as a friend by making that one crucial step.
I'll always be there if you need me.

those words really brought me nearly in tears.
believe it or not im speechless not knowing what to say or reply.
i've yet to reply that.

but for you boy,

Nur Firdaus,
You have been my eyes when i couldnt see
you have been my hand to pull me the whole time
you were always there when i need you.
Looking at your eyes and your smile
has put me at ease and
it has been the light that brightens my life.
ever since you came
you put a smile on my face
knowing there still hope for me to continue after all the shits i went through
i had a rough journey before you came.
During my rough journey God has given the light which shine on the rough road
leading to to a smoother journye.
you make it simpe for me.
you have been the one picking me up when i fall.
apart from my girls and family you are next boy.
i just want to tell you.
dont be afraid of taking the next step.
you might not know what plan has it for you
i will always be there for you
i just wants to know what the outcome we have in the future.
boy,
just stay as it is
and just dont be afraid of taking that crucial step i know you can.


i just hope i could say all these to him.

sorry if its a very long post (:

PS; ILY